You came into my life and changed everything ♥

Hello myself;

It's funny how you can be the happiest person on earth yesterday and today, you're feeling like a failure. A total loser. It's weird how you've got everything you want today and lose it all tomorrow. Well, I know I've been taking advantage in a lot of things and I believe that God has taken it away from me. At least, at the moment and I'll learn to realize.

Everything happens for a reason.

Sure, I always remind that phrase to myself. Yes, every time when I face circumstances. & it'll cheer me up, but not this time.. I don't know what's wrong with me.. I don't know what am I gonna do.. I don't know what am I trying to do and change.. I'm lost.. lost in my thoughts..

Those who tried to help me.. Thank you.. but I don't know what am I doing?! I know I suck. I know I'm a suckish friend, because whenever you people face problems I don't give a shit, but now when I'm facing so much, there's all of you.. God has sent me such wonderful friends but I don't think I am one, in return. I'm sorry girls and guys.

I wonder how are the missionaries to-be doing in slim river now.. Hey Sidharth..! Someone misses you. :O

till then,

I shall get back to misery.  

Ashu  ♥ Sidhu :)