For the One I Love :)

You came into my life and changed everything ♥

Hello myself;

It's funny how you can be the happiest person on earth yesterday and today, you're feeling like a failure. A total loser. It's weird how you've got everything you want today and lose it all tomorrow. Well, I know I've been taking advantage in a lot of things and I believe that God has taken it away from me. At least, at the moment and I'll learn to realize.

Everything happens for a reason.

Sure, I always remind that phrase to myself. Yes, every time when I face circumstances. & it'll cheer me up, but not this time.. I don't know what's wrong with me.. I don't know what am I gonna do.. I don't know what am I trying to do and change.. I'm lost.. lost in my thoughts..

Those who tried to help me.. Thank you.. but I don't know what am I doing?! I know I suck. I know I'm a suckish friend, because whenever you people face problems I don't give a shit, but now when I'm facing so much, there's all of you.. God has sent me such wonderful friends but I don't think I am one, in return. I'm sorry girls and guys.

I wonder how are the missionaries to-be doing in slim river now.. Hey Sidharth..! Someone misses you. :O

till then,

I shall get back to misery.

Ashu ♥ Sidhu :)

I Miss You

I still have a feel for you :(

When I Have Fears That I May Cease To Be-Apprehension

When I have fears that I may cease to be
Before my pen has glean'd my teeming brain,
Before high-piled books, in charactery,
Hold like rich garners the full ripen'd grain;
When I behold, upon the night's starr'd face,
Huge cloudy symbols of a high romance,
And think that I may never live to trace
Their shadows, with the magic hand of chance;
And when I feel, fair creature of an hour,
That I shall never look upon thee more,
Never have relish in the fiery power
Of unreflecting love;--then on the shore
Of the wide world I stand alone, and think
Till love and fame to nothingness do sink.

I cannot say how I feel So I'll write it the best I can I was so empty, lost As, through the dark forest, I ran. Then I saw a glimmer Wonder if it's light But as I walked forward I saw a flower gleaming bright. It must have been a trick of the eye A cloud over my mind In my world there is nothing but darkness And nothing the least bit kind. However he is my savior My very own sweetheart Now he is my love And, together forever in my dreamz

First Love - optimistic :)

" It all started in the autumn breaks,
When I saw you strolling on the skates,
Followed you, through the street,
Just to see you, as my heart skipped a beat,
To tell you or not, was a tough call,
Man, you looked irresistible in the autumn fall
But, destiny played its game,
Saw you with someone else, realized I was out of the frame,
Then after so many years, saw you again,
Tears came out again and again,
You looked the same, as in the autumn fall,
Burning desires were getting tall,
Destiny took another turn, but for me with this time,
And, slowly our hearts started to rhyme,
Years without you, were like hell,
It was damn dark, like in a well,
Your touch gives me peace, as if a white dove,
I am proud that my cute Sidhu, is my first love."

When you took me for granted ~ only for ma Sidhu :)

"The day we first met,

To your eyes, I lost my bet,

I tried hard, to tie the ends,

Through sheer luck, we became friends,

Felt like a bird, when you went down on your knee,

You sweetened my life, like a cute humming bee,

But the time took vicious turns,

Leaving me with severe burns,

I dreamt, smiled, cried a lot,

You ignored, but I loved you a lot,

When I wanted to talk,

You preferred to walk,

Slowly your priorities changed,

And, I felt alone, felt estranged,

I still wonder, why it happened?

Things were simple, now they are slanted

You are the culprit, it was you who got me enchanted,

And again it is you, as you took me for granted."

Ur Birthday is My Valentine's Day :) Itz very special 4 Meee ...

You are the Prince Charming for whom I had being waiting for right from when I was a little girl. God blessed me with you for an year. Thank you so much for loved me the way you did. Happy birthday to you, my love.

You are the most handsome man I have ever met all my life. I promise to always stand by your side and support you whenever you need me. Happy Birthday to you, sweetheart. I'm so lucky to be blessed with a man like you in my life.

You are my treasure Thank you for being such a sweetheart. I will always love you. Happy Birthday. I feel so blessed to have found true love in your arms. I feel so proud to call you as my soul.

May you be blessed with all that you have ever dreamt of. Gold, silver, platinum or diamonds are not enough to express your worth, 'coz baby to me you're simply, PRICELESS!

Happy Birthday. Wish you a long and satisfying life..